“Iamalmostafraidofaskingwhatyouthoughtofme,whenwemetatPemberley。Youblamedmeforcoming?”
“Noindeed;Ifeltnothingbutsurprise。”
“Yoursurprisecouldnotbegreaterthanmineinbeingnoticedbyyou。MyconsciencetoldmethatIdeservednoextraordinarypoliteness,andIconfessthatIdidnotexpecttoreceivemorethanmydue。”
“Myobjectthen,”repliedDarcy,“wastoshowyou,byeverycivilityinmypower,thatIwasnotsomeanastoresentthepast;andIhopedtoobtainyourforgiveness,tolessenyourillopinion,bylettingyouseethatyourreproofshadbeenattendedto。HowsoonanyotherwishesintroducedthemselvesIcanhardlytell,butIbelieveinabouthalfanhourafterIhadseenyou。”
HethentoldherofGeorgianasdelightinheracquaintance,andofherdisappointmentatitssuddeninterruption;whichnaturallyleadingtothecauseofthatinterruption,shesoonlearntthathisresolutionoffollowingherfromDerbyshireinquestofhersisterhadbeenformedbeforehequittedtheinn,andthathisgravityandthoughtfulnesstherehadarisenfromnootherstrugglesthanwhatsuchapurposemustcomprehend。
Sheexpressedhergratitudeagain,butitwastoopainfulasubjecttoeach,tobedweltonfarther。
Afterwalkingseveralmilesinaleisurelymanner,andtoobusytoknowanythingaboutit,theyfoundatlast,onexaminingtheirwatches,thatitwastimetobeathome。
“WhatcouldbecomeofMr。BingleyandJane!”wasawonderwhichintroducedthediscussionoftheiraffairs。Darcywasdelightedwiththeirengagement;hisfriendhadgivenhimtheearliestinformationofit。
“Imustaskwhetheryouweresurprised?”saidElizabeth。
“Notatall。WhenIwentaway,Ifeltthatitwouldsoonhappen。”
“Thatistosay,youhadgivenyourpermission。Iguessedasmuch。”Andthoughheexclaimedattheterm,shefoundthatithadbeenprettymuchthecase。
“OntheeveningbeforemygoingtoLondon,”saidhe,“Imadeaconfessiontohim,whichIbelieveIoughttohavemadelongago。Itoldhimofallthathadoccurredtomakemyformerinterferenceinhisaffairsabsurdandimpertinent。Hissurprisewasgreat。Hehadneverhadtheslightestsuspicion。Itoldhim,moreover,thatIbelievedmyselfmistakeninsupposing,asIhaddone,thatyoursisterwasindifferenttohim;andasIcouldeasilyperceivethathisattachmenttoherwasunabated,Ifeltnodoubtoftheirhappinesstogether。”
Elizabethcouldnothelpsmilingathiseasymannerofdirectinghisfriend。
“Didyouspeakfromyourownobservation,”saidshe,“whenyoutoldhimthatmysisterlovedhim,ormerelyfrommyinformationlastspring?”
“Fromtheformer。IhadnarrowlyobservedherduringthetwovisitswhichIhadlatelymadehere;andIwasconvincedofheraffection。”
“Andyourassuranceofit,Isuppose,carriedimmediateconvictiontohim。”
“Itdid。Bingleyismostunaffectedlymodest。Hisdiffidencehadpreventedhisdependingonhisownjudgmentinsoanxiousacase,buthisrelianceonminemadeeverythingeasy。Iwasobligedtoconfessonething,whichforatime,andnotunjustly,offendedhim。Icouldnotallowmyselftoconcealthatyoursisterhadbeenintownthreemonthslastwinter,thatIhadknownit,andpurposelykeptitfromhim。Hewasangry。Buthisanger,Iampersuaded,lastednolongerthanheremainedinanydoubtofyoursisterssentiments。Hehasheartilyforgivenmenow。”
ElizabethlongedtoobservethatMr。Bingleyhadbeenamostdelightfulfriend;soeasilyguidedthathisworthwasinvaluable;butshecheckedherself。Sherememberedthathehadyettolearntobelaughedat,anditwasrathertooearlytobegin。InanticipatingthehappinessofBingley,whichofcoursewastobeinferioronlytohisown,hecontinuedtheconversationtilltheyreachedthehouse。Inthehalltheyparted。