Elizabethwasnowmostheartilysorrythatshehad,fromthedistressofthemoment,beenledtomakeMr。Darcyacquaintedwiththeirfearsforhersister;forsincehermarriagewouldsoshortlygivetheproperterminationtotheelopement,theymighthopetoconcealitsunfavourablebeginningfromallthosewhowerenotimmediatelyonthespot。
Shehadnofearofitsspreadingfartherthroughhismeans。Therewerefewpeopleonwhosesecrecyshewouldhavemoreconfidentlydepended;but,atthesametime,therewasnoonewhoseknowledgeofasistersfrailtywouldhavemortifiedhersomuch—not,however,fromanyfearofdisadvantagefromitindividuallytoherself,for,atanyrate,thereseemedagulfimpassablebetweenthem。HadLydiasmarriagebeenconcludedonthemosthonourableterms,itwasnottobesupposedthatMr。Darcywouldconnecthimselfwithafamily,wheretoeveryotherobjection,wouldnowbeaddedanallianceandrelationshipofthenearestkindwiththemanwhomhesojustlyscorned。
Fromsuchaconnectionshecouldnotwonderthathewouldshrink。Thewishofprocuringherregard,whichshehadassuredherselfofhisfeelinginDerbyshire,couldnotinrationalexpectationsurvivesuchablowasthis。Shewashumbled,shewasgrieved;sherepented,thoughshehardlyknewofwhat。Shebecamejealousofhisesteem,whenshecouldnolongerhopetobebenefitedbyit。Shewantedtohearofhim,whenthereseemedtheleastchanceofgainingintelligence。Shewasconvincedthatshecouldhavebeenhappywithhim,whenitwasnolongerlikelytheyshouldmeet。
Whatatriumphforhim,assheoftenthought,couldheknowthattheproposalswhichshehadproudlyspurnedonlyfourmonthsago,wouldnowhavebeenmostgladlyandgratefullyreceived!Hewasasgenerous,shedoubtednot,asthemostgenerousofhissex;butwhilehewasmortal,theremustbeatriumph。
Shebegannowtocomprehendthathewasexactlythemanwho,indispositionandtalents,wouldmostsuither。Hisunderstandingandtemper,thoughunlikeherown,wouldhaveansweredallherwishes。Itwasanunionthatmusthavebeentotheadvantageofboth;byhereaseandliveliness,hismindmighthavebeensoftened,hismannersimproved;andfromhisjudgement,information,andknowledgeoftheworld,shemusthavereceivedbenefitofgreaterimportance。
Butnosuchhappymarriagecouldnowteachtheadmiringmultitudewhatconnubialfelicityreallywas。Anunionofadifferenttendency,andprecludingthepossibilityoftheother,wassoontobeformedintheirfamily。
HowWickhamandLydiaweretobesupportedintolerableindependence,shecouldnotimagine。Buthowlittleofpermanenthappinesscouldbelongtoacouplewhowereonlybroughttogetherbecausetheirpassionswerestrongerthantheirvirtue,shecouldeasilyconjecture。
Mr。Gardinersoonwroteagaintohisbrother。ToMr。Bennetsacknowledgmentshebrieflyreplied,withassuranceofhiseagernesstopromotethewelfareofanyofhisfamily;andconcludedwithentreatiesthatthesubjectmightneverbementionedtohimagain。TheprincipalpurportofhisletterwastoinformthemthatMr。Wickhamhadresolvedonquittingthemilitia。