Darcy,afterinquiringofherhowMr。andMrs。Gardinerdid,aquestionwhichshecouldnotanswerwithoutconfusion,saidscarcelyanything。Hewasnotseatedbyher;perhapsthatwasthereasonofhissilence;butithadnotbeensoinDerbyshire。Therehehadtalkedtoherfriends,whenhecouldnottoherself。Butnowseveralminuteselapsedwithoutbringingthesoundofhisvoice;andwhenoccasionally,unabletoresisttheimpulseofcuriosity,sheraisedhereyestohisface,sheasoftenfoundhimlookingatJaneasatherself,andfrequentlyonnoobjectbuttheground。Morethoughtfulnessandlessanxietytoplease,thanwhentheylastmet,wereplainlyexpressed。Shewasdisappointed,andangrywithherselfforbeingso。
“CouldIexpectittobeotherwise!”saidshe。“Yetwhydidhecome?”
Shewasinnohumourforconversationwithanyonebuthimself;andtohimshehadhardlycouragetospeak。
Sheinquiredafterhissister,butcoulddonomore。
“Itisalongtime,Mr。Bingley,sinceyouwentaway,”saidMrs。Bennet。
Hereadilyagreedtoit。
“Ibegantobeafraidyouwouldnevercomebackagain。PeopledidsayyoumeanttoquittheplaceentirelyatMichaelmas;but,however,Ihopeitisnottrue。Agreatmanychangeshavehappenedintheneighbourhood,sinceyouwentaway。MissLucasismarriedandsettled。Andoneofmyowndaughters。Isupposeyouhaveheardofit;indeed,youmusthaveseenitinthepapers。ItwasinTheTimesandTheCourier,Iknow;thoughitwasnotputinasitoughttobe。Itwasonlysaid,Lately,GeorgeWickham,Esq。toMissLydiaBennet,withouttherebeingasyllablesaidofherfather,ortheplacewhereshelived,oranything。ItwasmybrotherGardinersdrawinguptoo,andIwonderhowhecametomakesuchanawkwardbusinessofit。Didyouseeit?”
Bingleyrepliedthathedid,andmadehiscongratulations。Elizabethdarednotliftuphereyes。HowMr。Darcylooked,therefore,shecouldnottell。
“Itisadelightfulthing,tobesure,tohaveadaughterwellmarried,”continuedhermother,“butatthesametime,Mr。Bingley,itisveryhardtohavehertakensuchawayfromme。TheyaregonedowntoNewcastle,aplacequitenorthward,itseems,andtheretheyaretostay,Idonotknowhowlong。Hisregimentisthere;forIsupposeyouhaveheardofhisleavingthe—shire,andofhisbeinggoneintotheregulars。ThankHeaven!hehassomefriends,thoughperhapsnotsomanyashedeserves。”
Elizabeth,whoknewthistobelevelledatMr。Darcy,wasinsuchmiseryofshame,thatshecouldhardlykeepherseat。Itdrewfromher,however,theexertionofspeaking,whichnothingelsehadsoeffectuallydonebefore;andsheaskedBingleywhetherhemeanttomakeanystayinthecountryatpresent。Afewweeks,hebelieved。
“Whenyouhavekilledallyourownbirds,Mr。Bingley,”saidhermother,“Ibegyouwillcomehere,andshootasmanyasyoupleaseonMr。Bennetsmanor。Iamsurehewillbevastlyhappytoobligeyou,andwillsaveallthebestofthecoveysforyou。”
Elizabethsmiseryincreased,atsuchunnecessary,suchofficiousattention!Werethesamefairprospecttoariseatpresentashadflatteredthemayearago,everything,shewaspersuaded,wouldbehasteningtothesamevexatiousconclusion。Atthatinstant,shefeltthatyearsofhappinesscouldnotmakeJaneorherselfamendsformomentsofsuchpainfulconfusion。
“Thefirstwishofmyheart,”saidshetoherself,“isnevermoretobeincompanywitheitherofthem。Theirsocietycanaffordnopleasurethatwillatoneforsuchwretchednessasthis!Letmeneverseeeitheroneortheotheragain!”
Yetthemisery,forwhichyearsofhappinessweretooffernocompensation,receivedsoonafterwardsmaterialrelief,fromobservinghowmuchthebeautyofhersisterre-kindledtheadmirationofherformerlover。Whenfirsthecamein,hehadspokentoherbutlittle;buteveryfiveminutesseemedtobegivinghermoreofhisattention。Hefoundherashandsomeasshehadbeenlastyear;asgoodnatured,andasunaffected,thoughnotquitesochatty。Janewasanxiousthatnodifferenceshouldbeperceivedinheratall,andwasreallypersuadedthatshetalkedasmuchasever。Buthermindwassobusilyengaged,thatshedidnotalwaysknowwhenshewassilent。
Whenthegentlemenrosetogoaway,Mrs。Bennetwasmindfulofherintendedcivility,andtheywereinvitedandengagedtodineatLongbourninafewdaystime。
“Youarequiteavisitinmydebt,Mr。Bingley,”sheadded,“forwhenyouwenttotownlastwinter,youpromisedtotakeafamilydinnerwithus,assoonasyoureturned。Ihavenotforgot,yousee;andIassureyou,Iwasverymuchdisappointedthatyoudidnotcomebackandkeepyourengagement。”
Bingleylookedalittlesillyatthisreflection,andsaidsomethingofhisconcernathavingbeenpreventedbybusiness。Theythenwentaway。
Mrs。Bennethadbeenstronglyinclinedtoaskthemtostayanddinetherethatday;but,thoughshealwayskeptaverygoodtable,shedidnotthinkanythinglessthantwocoursescouldbegoodenoughforamanonwhomshehadsuchanxiousdesigns,orsatisfytheappetiteandprideofonewhohadtenthousandayear。