“Donotmakeyourselfuneasy,mylove。WhereveryouandJaneareknownyoumustberespectedandvalued;andyouwillnotappeartolessadvantageforhavingacoupleof—orImaysay,three—verysillysisters。WeshallhavenopeaceatLongbournifLydiadoesnotgotoBrighton。Lethergo,then。ColonelForsterisasensibleman,andwillkeepheroutofanyrealmischief;andsheisluckilytoopoortobeanobjectofpreytoanybody。AtBrightonshewillbeoflessimportanceevenasacommonflirtthanshehasbeenhere。Theofficerswillfindwomenbetterworththeirnotice。Letushope,therefore,thatherbeingtheremayteachherherowninsignificance。Atanyrate,shecannotgrowmanydegreesworse,withoutauthorisingustolockherupfortherestofherlife。”
WiththisanswerElizabethwasforcedtobecontent;butherownopinioncontinuedthesame,andshelefthimdisappointedandsorry。Itwasnotinhernature,however,toincreasehervexationsbydwellingonthem。Shewasconfidentofhavingperformedherduty,andtofretoverunavoidableevils,oraugmentthembyanxiety,wasnopartofherdisposition。
HadLydiaandhermotherknownthesubstanceofherconferencewithherfather,theirindignationwouldhardlyhavefoundexpressionintheirunitedvolubility。InLydiasimagination,avisittoBrightoncomprisedeverypossibilityofearthlyhappiness。Shesaw,withthecreativeeyeoffancy,thestreetsofthatgaybathing-placecoveredwithofficers。Shesawherselftheobjectofattention,totensandtoscoresofthematpresentunknown。Shesawallthegloriesofthecamp—itstentsstretchedforthinbeauteousuniformityoflines,crowdedwiththeyoungandthegay,anddazzlingwithscarlet;and,tocompletetheview,shesawherselfseatedbeneathatent,tenderlyflirtingwithatleastsixofficersatonce。
Hadsheknownhersistersoughttotearherfromsuchprospectsandsuchrealitiesasthese,whatwouldhavebeenhersensations?Theycouldhavebeenunderstoodonlybyhermother,whomighthavefeltnearlythesame。LydiasgoingtoBrightonwasallthatconsoledherforhermelancholyconvictionofherhusbandsneverintendingtogotherehimself。
Buttheywereentirelyignorantofwhathadpassed;andtheirrapturescontinued,withlittleintermission,totheverydayofLydiasleavinghome。
ElizabethwasnowtoseeMr。Wickhamforthelasttime。Havingbeenfrequentlyincompanywithhimsinceherreturn,agitationwasprettywellover;theagitationsofformalpartialityentirelyso。Shehadevenlearnttodetect,intheverygentlenesswhichhadfirstdelightedher,anaffectationandasamenesstodisgustandweary。Inhispresentbehaviourtoherself,moreover,shehadafreshsourceofdispleasure,fortheinclinationhesoontestifiedofrenewingthoseattentionswhichhadmarkedtheearlypartoftheiracquaintancecouldonlyserve,afterwhathadsincepassed,toprovokeher。Shelostallconcernforhiminfindingherselfthusselectedastheobjectofsuchidleandfrivolousgallantry;andwhileshesteadilyrepressedit,couldnotbutfeelthereproofcontainedinhisbelieving,thathoweverlong,andforwhatevercause,hisattentionshadbeenwithdrawn,hervanitywouldbegratified,andherpreferencesecuredatanytimebytheirrenewal。